Thursday, February 25, 2010

i DON'T believe...

I have little belief in most things. Mostly, I believe I hardly believe in anything or any concept on this earth. I am one of those people you’d call “devoid” of faith. Yes. That’s me. And I am so very okay with it. Anyways, it’s so much better to be devoid of belief than pretend to believe in something that you don’t really believe in. Complicated though it may sound, it still makes things simpler for me, than complicating them (mostly that is). Particularly, there are some little basic things that I truly don’t believe in. It is this disbelief that guides me to believe in other more significant things. These are the things I know and I am sure, will never change irrespective of the co-ordinates of time, place and situation :).


I don’t believe that life is fair to all. If you do good, you might not necessarily be done good to. It’s not a tit-for-tat world (the real one, that is). And yet, there is not a feeling more beautiful and honest than the one emanating from an act of goodness/kindness. And this little fact strengthens my belief in goodness. And this belief is here to stay in my heart . . .

>> I don’t believe there can be any mortal thing on this planet that can love you more than your parents. A human is capable of love. But no human is capable of giving more love than when he/she takes the form of a parent. If you think, you found someone who can love you as much as your mother did; I’d just say one thing. THINK AGAIN. I believe parental love is the highest form of love possible.

>> I don’t believe that you have to necessarily drift away from loved ones once you get busy in life. I can’t take the bullshit reasons that people give for drifting away. Maybe because I haven’t got that busy in life till now. I don’t know. But there can’t be something that can be more important than breathing! And isn’t a communication with a “forever”- friend more like an intake of the purest form of air?! It is for me, at least. And that makes me believe in the “friends forever” concept :).

>> I don’t believe a “perfect soul mate” exists for everyone. Sometimes, they do. Sometimes, they don’t :-??. Big deal eh? I don’t think so. Love comes in forms unknown to the human heart, and when it does, it doesn’t always necessarily need an authentication certificate of a relationship. You can always love someone truly without being loved back. Probably, that’s the “true love” thing I believe in.

>> I don’t believe that death is an end to life. I have a feeling; death opens doors to a higher life. So when a loved one dies, she/he probably goes to a sweeter, warmer, healthier place filled with eternal love and peace. And this intuitive feeling strengthens my belief in life after death.

Monday, January 18, 2010

Monday, December 21, 2009

NO parallels . . .

I have had a rather unique one-of-a-kind week. My college closed down and all hostels have been evacuated for a week for fear of being instrumental in the procedure of increasing the number of swine flu cases in the city. For better or for worse, is yet to be known. I have been staying at my local guardians’ place for the last one week and I have semester exams lined up to compensate for the new year celebrations(read: NO celebrations :|). Here, I am listing some of the many things in life that simply have no possible parallels in the world, and this week made me re-realize and cherish these little sweet things of life :)

1. There is nothing like the morning sleep on this entire planet! Not that I had not known the pleasure of being tucked inside my warm quilt. But the 9 o’ clock, mess-gets-goddammit-closed-and-you’ll-be-stuck-starving-till-lunch, timings in the hostel have literally robbed me of my most-loved morning sleep. This whole week, every single day was simply awesome because it begun with loooooong sleeps :P .
(Note: This is only for those humans who know the pleasure of waking up at 12 in the noon to lazy afternoons :D )

2. Examinations have an inherent quality of scaring me. I have already prepared almost everything for my internal exams, and still if I don’t study for a decent amount of time in a day, I begin to feel restless. Funny thing is, when I do study, I don’t feel like studying. Well, but this is one thing I get to realize every time exams come ,so not really a big deal :P
(Note: I am kinda scared of my upcoming exams, but more than that, I am bored of being scared of exams :P)

3. Basically, I am not a real foodie. However, there is little that can be done to resist home-made food! Ofcourse, there is nothing like maa-ke-haathon-ka-khaana :P, but home-made food is so much better than even the weekend food of the hostel mess (The meals on the weekends are special in hostel; or atleast they think so ! Whatever! ). And then the ultimate power of eating anything at any hour of the day is ultimately empowering :)).
(Note: Food is probably one of the most substantial reasons that make me miss mum in hostel :P )

4. The network of my cell phone here is awful. I have not been able to take calls from atleast 10 people and I am sure each one of them has been dying to talk to me :P. That makes me realize how much I love my phone (it’s the cheapest ‘dabba’ you can possibly get from Samsung :P ). Every time my friends in hostel would tell me that, I’d simply tell them off. But a little time away from friends, and I discover my long-lost love for my littlte ‘dabba’ <3
(Note: I’ll call all those people back, and very soon :D )

5. Friends are my support system. Surprisingly, this week, old friends have been calling up when I cannot really take many calls. But it feels amazing to be in touch with all of them, and although I know most of my friends are going to have a gala time when I am stuck here on new year, as they are mostly done with their exams; I’d love to wish them Merry Christmas and A very happy New Year :).
(Note: I miss you guys :), and I love this fact ;) )

6. There are very few people in the world who allow you to share an incredible level of comfort with them. My sister is one of those handfuls for me. I was telling her the other day; if we had been living together, just the two of us, it would have been such a relief to come back home in the evening, tired, to find all the happiness in her little smile. Strange thing is, she loves me for all the stupid things I am. She, indeed, in the truest sense, is home to me :).
(Note: Cutest little thing she is >:D< ! Oh c’mon! That’s not even a note 8-} )


Well, that is quite something to be realized in a week’s time! I guess life has a way of making us cherish its beauty :).

p.s. I love the metro view from the balcony too. I’ll post about my first ride in the metro sometime. Not soon enough, though. Exams, you see :| !)